i hate this love song.....

No one ever sees, no one feels the pain

 Teadrops in the rain

I wish upon a star, I wonder where you are

 I wish you're coming back to me again

 And everything's the same like it used to be

I see the days go by and still I wonder why

 I wonder why it has to be this way

 Why can't I have you here just like it used to be

I don't know which way to choose

 How can I find a way to go on ?

 I don't know if I can go on without you oh

Even if my heart's still beating just for you

 I really know you are not feeling like I do

 And even if the sun is shining over me

 How come I still freeze ?

 I wish that I could fly, I wonder what you say

 I wish you're flying back to me again

 Hope everything's the same like it used to be

ungu....

setelah hbiskn exam yg ke-2 tuk mggu nie....

ptg nie bru realised... 

saya pkai bju kurung ungu.... 

hehe... mcm rsa g ofis pkai bju warna ungu lak..

miss that times... huhu..

well, 4 papers to go..

chaiyok2!!! jgn mlas lisa..

asyik nk hubernate je... hahhaa...

tggal bpe hari je nk bsama ngan yg lain..

then, tggalkn UiTM yg didiami slma 3 thn....

furustated....

well, lately i felt like demotivated...
i have known this a long time ago..
but tried to be realistic enough...
because of not pretty enough + fat...
i got the low marks...
even i always sat in front the class + also didn't absent from that...
but anyone didn't recognize me all...
have unique name but not unique face + figures...
hahhahahhaaa...... what the life means to me right?
in every gathering that i always go for...
i always be the ones that been ignored almost 80% of the times...
well, that the life nowadays....
so, i like to be at my own world...
with my family + also my friends.....
i tried to be avoid to be involved with people as i don't feel hurt anymore...

sorry a millions time as to the persons that been hurt because of my actions...
i don't means to be like that.... but that's me...
i try to be just what i need.. but i can't...
sorry for that... i will always love you + miss u, frenz....
thanks for being super2 nice frenz to me...

i miss you three gurlz.... al, myra + jirah....
you too... jay... ali... plus yamin.....

p/s : i can be said that i have the inferior complex in me... =)

please don't leave me...

lucky i have celebrate my 21st birthday yesterday...
till now, i have done nothing for myself...

hahhahahahhahaha..............
i hate of being keep asking bout bf...
felt hectic + annoying enough OK...

other people having bf like changing their clothes..
but me, not even ones...
not being jealous or something....
just curious only...

it's OK... as long i have my family + friend who truly knew me enough...
it's will keep me happy although in my heart, only me + God know...
i'm always show like i'm happy
but nobody know bout my feelings

always hear to d peoples's feeling or talks...
but not everybody can hear my shutout or feelings....
oh God, sorry for said this....

many people thinking of me in love..
oh no.. it's just only my friends + family that only i have..
but a boyfriend as you said...
that i pity enough to look like that?
maybe i enjoy talk but i not easy to fall in love...
but i don't know...
when i like somebody, it's must be someone bf or he doesn't into me...
pity rite?

my family always keep talking bout how me when having a boyfriend..
just silent, because there are nothing to said so...

i think i will not go for training again...
sorry for that, i want it so much...
but i need prepare myself for d journey..
i want to find myself... i want to find my peace....